I've wanted a space to share all of my Oz related thoughts for a while - I've been debating whether to set up a whole
fan site back like it's 2005 as I miss the internet of old (remember
thefanlistings.org?). I
long for the days of forums with tight knit fan communities and intricately crafted graphics; back when we'd self-learn HTML and PHP just to build fan sites from scratch, and spend hours creating icons and graphics for LiveJournal. The internet has become so boring now and all blogs look the same - it used to be a place for community whereas now it's more about e-fame and follower counts. I figured setting up a blog where I can nerd out to my hearts content was the next best option to getting back to that, especially as I've been completely lost in all things Oz lately. I've searched around on the Internet and from what I can tell most other Oz related blogs are of the informative variety - this won't be one of them I'm afraid as I can't pretend to be an expert, I'm just a fan and a fairly new one at that with plenty to still learn and discover. Which is exactly why I wanted to create a dedicated space just to keep somewhat of a journal on it all, as I've been a blogger for well over a decade and it's the way I'm most comfortable expressing myself. And although
The Wizard of Oz has only caught my full and undivided attention fairly recently, I know myself too well to think this is going to be some short term fling, I'm in this for the long haul.
Although I've often felt nostalgic for the old days of the WWW, I guess I'm feeling it a whole lot more currently as all of this harks back to a very specific time in my life when I was in my late teens/early 20s. Musical theatre was my entire world, and had been since the age of 7 when I saw my first West End production on a school trip (the London revival of
Oliver!). I grew up in South London and was fortunate to go regularly, and had every intention of making it my career one day and was accepted into drama school when I was 18. Despite my shy disposition, as soon as I got up on stage my soul came alive and it was one of the happiest points of my entire life. Unfortunately things happened health-wise that forced me to drop out and it became a sore topic, forcing me to focus my attention on other interests as theatre fell more and more to the wayside. At least up until just recently, anyway.
Several weeks ago I was watching a YouTube video when the creator happened to mention how they’d recently discovered musicals and proceeded to list off a couple of modern ones I’d never heard of. It made me chuckle to myself, and a simple random thought entered my head -
“I’m going to listen to Wicked later.” I really don't know why I picked that specific soundtrack in that instant - serendipity perhaps? But I did just that, and everything’s just kind of snowballed from there.
I find it quite funny now, but I actually didn't much like
Wicked when it first came out. I did enjoy the soundtrack as a guilty pleasure, but being the kind of musical theatre fan that I was I fought against liking it. I didn't want to be yet
another teenage girl jumping on the bandwagon, and had a bit of a snobbish attitude about it as I prefered productions like
Les Misérables which I felt took itself more seriously. I finally saw
Wicked in London in 2010 and did enjoy it quite a bit, but it didn't peak my favourites list back then. And I really have no idea what it is about it now that's captivated me so thoroughly. It's funny how things can re-enter your life and just speak to your soul in a way that it didn't before. I travelled down to see it last week, the first time I'd even been to the theatre in about 7 years. I had so many emotions, not just about the show but also reconnecting with something that was once such a huge part of my life for so long. As soon as the show was finished and the actors had taken their final bows, I was already calculating when I can hopefully go and see it again and I spent the entire four hour journey home fiercly trying to remember every last detail. A few days later I was flicking through an old sketchbook when I happened to come across my original
Wicked theatre ticket tucked in there - serendipity indeed. I couldn't help but notice that my two trips were just 7 days shy of being 8 years exactly between them.


Soon after I began listening to the
Wicked OBC again, I downloaded L Frank Baum's novel to my Kindle. Although I've always been familiar with the story as it's told through the 1939 MGM movie which I've caught on TV enough times, it never really grabbed me like it did when reading the book. I feel like
The Wonderful Wizard of Oz as a story isn't as beloved within the UK as it is in other countries like the US - which I guess is natural as that's where the story is from and partially set. I even struggled to find a physical copy of the book without ordering online. I suppose that's why it’s taken me this long to discover how great the world of Oz is as it actually fits right into my interests - I love fantasy from Victorian through to the early 20th century, my favourites being stuff like
Alice's Adventures in Wonderland,
The Wind in the Willows,
Moomins,
Winnie the Pooh, etc. So why wouldn’t I love
The Wizard of Oz? I've always been a real bookworm but haven’t felt like reading much the past few years as it began to feel like a chore, but I devoured the first of Baum’s books and have started Gregory Maguire’s
Wicked series. I’ve also been re-watching the movies - I’ve always enjoyed the Judy Garland movie (but who doesn’t??),
Return to Oz scarred me as a child but I’m really quite fond of as an adult (I love a bit of 80s creepy-ness), and
Oz The Great and Powerful had some good imagery but is better best forgotten overall. I know there's yet more movie-wise, but I want to familiarise myself with more of the literary side first before I delve too far. I'm trying really hard to pace myself so I can enjoy this period of discovery for as long as possible as it's the most exciting stage of finding something new.

As well as reconnecting me with my old hobbies, another positive to discovering Oz is how much it's sparked my creativity. This year I finally finished my illustration degree, which left me feeling uninspired as I'd become so caught up with completeing briefs and commercialising my work as it had been drilled into me. I'd forgotten what it felt like to draw for fun just for myself, and since discovering Oz I've felt inspired to get the pencils back out again. I almost feel back to my old self, happily doodling away every day, and I’ve reached that happy spot where the more you draw, the more inspiration comes. I have so many thumbnails of pieces I want to create and I have absolutely no idea when I’m going to get the time to draw them all!